Deafening Silence

well, the number 8 today..is pretty significant for me…for chinese, they believe it brings money correct me if im wrong..

but as for me today its dunno lah..of coz today is my birthday…my 28th.. and its 08.06.78   my beloved car’s plate number 5578….my new hp number has got the number 78 as well. … naa just coincidence

but im not sure why early in the morning i felt a bit sad n nervous…hmmm watever la… i know im gettin older n older… but im proud for watever i have achieved at this age…it may not be so great to others as i dont have much wealth collected…the only asset i owned is my car and …but somehow im glad for what i am today…i agree to my friend’s speech during her birthday party on 2nd june 06 where she mentioned that shes proud of watever being achieved at 30 which it true by looking at her academic achievement and career wise.

ohh baru tadi my colleagues in Office gave me a surprise cake as early as 8.30?! normally birthday suprise happened during lunch hour or tea time..so this is totally a surprise! they are just so sweet and wonderful friends..thanks ppl for everything! u guys are the greatest friends i ever had for 28 yrs of living… even my childhood friends never do this to me. But what i like most is that the design of the card is superbly brilliant! pictures of sexy babes! hahahhah

ciao for now and thanks friends!!

03/05/06…jam 7:20 mlm.. hujan tgh turun agak lebat jugak…kereta pun berpesta lampu merah…adatlah kat KL kalau hujan mesti jam punya jalan..

I was on the way back home after punch out from office at 7:10pm….sambil drive wa layan SEPULTURA album Schizophrenia… tiba-tiba kereta kelisa depan brake emergency…sebelum tu dia accelerate wa pun ikut accelerate pasal nak balik cepat. Apa lagi!wa skidded pas tuh WA CIUM BONTOT DIA BEB!! amoi tu kene skit je..wa punya boot depan terangkat skit daaaa..nak pakai alarm pun tak boleh…

lepas tuh wa balik.. lpas solat maghrib n dinner baru wa bgtau bapak wa..lpas amoi tu call…tgk2 bapak dia plak yang nak settlekan ngan wa…kalau ikut rules, mmg salah wa pasal wa cium bontot dia. so bapak suggest takyah report..kalau tak wa kene fine 300 beb… so kawtim kawtim..wa kene byr dia 200 utk dia repair keta dia…rupanya dia dok kat umah wa gak…tapi area umah org kaya bungalow,  wa budget mesti tokoh keparat ni…

tapi yang wa rasa agak pelik skit..masa wa kene tu, wa tak marah sikit pun…feeling wa time tu mcm ahhh lantakla..whatever la …redha je la…wa tahu dulu wa panas baran skit…wa siap gelak2 lagi ngn amoi tu kat scene. wa tak kesal pun…

nasib baik wa ada personal doctor n counselor wa utk wa cita hal accident wa…kira ok la skit….ni la 1st time dalam hidup wa, wa accident langgar org..sebelum ni mmg tak pernah…wa drive mmg cermat beb walaupun dlm keta wa bunyi huru hara lagu2 metal yang wa pasang….

mungkin Tuhan nak bagi aku rasa mcm mana accident…n nak uji wa….so, wa redha je…kat sana nanti takde accident…polis traffic pun tarak…nak bergerak dari satu tingkat syurga ke tingkat yang lain, basa sebaris ayat Al-Quran je beb…sana nanti takyah risau harga minyak naik beb

muakakakakkakakakakk…..

Hmm..Saturday afternoon i received an sms from a friend.. Sounded quite jovial n happy….She initiated to meet-up and chit-chat over a dinner…Since ive not seen her  for quite sometimes, and being a bachelor who is quite free during weekends, so i decided to meet her up…but later in the evening she rang my phone n telling me that she feel sad..and started to cry…

being a true Rocker since young who has no sense of romanticism,…yup im hopeless..the only thing i could say to her was "Jangan nangis" hopeless huh…but thats my sincere words..what else can i say as a fren ?

so after Maghrib i went to pick her up and we went for a dinner…good to see that she has some smiles on her face although intially  wasnt in a good mood..after dinner, around 12midnite, i sent her back safely…

Actually she had gone through a hard time in life…God gave her a big test which is really a big failure in life..I do not want to mention more on it to respect her..

but as friend, of course I would give my full support to keep her going and never look back..because if she keeps on looking backwards n keep crying, she is going nowhere… the depression will dominate her life…and finally end up in a psycho-life…

To the friend whom i meant, cheer up dude… failure now doesnt mean failure again tomorrow..could be a great success

hari ni first time dlm hidup aku bawak bekal sandwich ke opis 4 my breakfast..sandwich ni aku buat sendiri pada pukul 6.30 beb. lepas solat je terus buat sandwich..Hasrat buat sandwich ni sebab parents aku baru balik dari kampung so diorang bwk balik daging salai yang enak donggg.. Oleh itu, aku nak share sikit resipinya yang sangat mudah.

Ingredient:

1) Roti 2 keping ( Croissant, lebanon, french loaf pun boleh..apa apa lah asal roti)

2) Hirisan kecil daging salai ( roasted beed, grilled beef pun ok jugak) ( amount dia sukati makpak kitalah..sekilo pun boleh)

3) 2 biji tomato kecil dihiris halus bak sutera China

4) Cheese..kraft boleh, mozarella pun boleh…suma cheese boleh ikut tekak sendiri..asal jangan cheesecake sudah

5) Mayonaise & Tartar sauce ( amount ikut hang lah)

6) Ground pepper, Tomato sauce (suma optional)

Cara -Cara:

Sapukan mayoinaise pada roti, diikuti selapisan tartar sauce. Taburkan hirisan daging tadi ke atas roti. Taburkan hirisan tomato ke atas roti. Taburkan ground pepper ke atas daging dan tomato. Tuang sos tomato (jika mau). "Baringkan" sekeping Cheese Kraft ke atas semua yang di atas. Katupkan dengan roti yang sekeping lagi tadi.

Anda diberi pilihan sama ada hendak makan terus atau masukkan ke dalam sandwich toaster. Jika masuk toaster, cheese itu akan cair, roti akan garing, daging akan panas dan air liur anda akan meleleh. Semuanya di tangan anda.

Selamat mencuba…

hmm setelah puas aku mencari dan mengkaji latar belakangnya, akhirnya ia datang bagaikan bergolek..lain yang aku fikir akan aku dapat, lain yang aku dapat…

ciri-cirinya memang di luar expectation aku..aku jenis manusia yang tak akan expect tinggi untuk sesuatu yang aku inginkan…cukuplah sekadar ala kadar dan asalkan aku bahagia bersamanya…tapi memandangkan Tuhan dah beri yang baekkk punya, dan takdir menentukan yang ia hak aku…ia tetap akan berlaku…

cuma aku nak berterima kasih kepada kengkawan yang banyak beri nasihat dan pertolongan dalam soal ni. kengkawan yang bersusah payah beri aku consultancy sebelum aku buat keputusan aku yang boleh dikatakan amat kritikal kerana aku pikir aku tak terdaya dan tak termampu untuk memilikinya…

namun, kini alhamdulillah aku telah memilikinya…aku telah diberikan "extra" yang aku tak sangka boleh dapat…memang aku tak pernah memiliki sesuatu sepertinya…kini umurku 28 baru lah dapat…ahhhh terasa sudah complete hidup aku sekarang….

kepada yang membaca blog ini, pasti tertanya nama buah hatiku yang baru itu bukan? namanya agak modern dan sesuai dengan ‘package’ yang datang…setakat ni tak banyak songel dan aku boleh adapt diri aku begitu senang…

namanya ialah PENTAX OPTIO E10 …camera digital 6 megapixel yang aku beli di midvalley…aku beli pada harga RM 712 (kalau cash RM 699, credit card RM 712) …aku diberi barang extra seperti yang aku cakap tadi..mini tripod, 128MB memory card dan lens cleaner…mana boleh dapat semua tu ngan harga mcm tu beb…

hehehehehheeh….

Introduction

This is an economic analysis studying the impact of women on man’s economy. This research however does not aim to provoke any parties.

Methodology

Z = X1RM x Y1Hrs + g

(where Z = satisfaction, X1= amount of money, Hrs= Time, g = independent variable)

Method of conducting this research would be based on the ‘dating’ model introduced by Fischer.

Hypotheses

i. Women is the source of leakage in man’s economy

ii. Women is not the source of leakage in man’s economy

Findings

Confirms the marginal utility theory  where the satisfaction declines after reaching the maximum point at 3.  Out of 10 samples, 9 have the same output. The other sample had to be omitted as an error occured during sampling and running the model.

Investment also increase upward with the time spent. However, the return on investment turned to be negative which also reflected by the declining point of the marginal utility curve.

Satisfaction is a very subjective matter in this research. Economy will speak on the ground of dependency of one variable to another variable . Therefore, the satisfaction will depend on other independent variable. Like this case, the ‘g’ in the model above.

Conclusion

1) The research is void as the samples used are biased towards limited characteristics  of samples only. I.e., the samples are only in  the category of ‘HOTTIES’

2) To reject both hypotheses although in any case, X1RM still increase upward along the Y1Hrs curve.

Recommendation

1) To use other category of samples i.e. to widen the scope of study  and not to have bias in sampling in other to have a fair sampling.

2) Other researcher may continue to study in a narrow scope i.e. by having a specific category of samples in order to have a solid result and specific.

3) To have men as the samples and study its impact on women’s economy.

apa la nasib..kasut kerja kene curi…time pagi  nak g keje plak tuh..nasib baik bg Nuar jiran sebelah sedar kul 5 pagi ada org panjat pagar…tgk2 kasut aku yang kene cilok..kasut mahal ayah tak kene ambik plak…tapi mungkin ada hikmah dia… sehari sebelum tu rokok yang aku beli tertinggal kat kedai..bila pegi balik, kedai tutup..kira burn la kan…tapi hikmah dia, esoknya, ada berita gembira untuk gua…gua lulus xm undang2 JPA..both papers plak tuh…alhamdulillah…so, sekarang Tuhan amik plak kasut gua yang brand XES APPEAL..kengkawan panggil SEX APPEAL…harap2 ada lah satu yang lebih baik digantikan olehNYA..tapi gua dah angkat satu kasut baru..terpaksa la…dah la gaji pun nak abis…subhanallah..